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我猶記著那段痛 I remember that it hurt.
只能看著她傷痛 Looking at her hurt.
你…你的…鼻子 Your... your... your nose.
噢，偶爾會這樣幾次 Oh, oh, it does that sometimes.
我還從沒沉迷於什麼事過 I never enjoy anything.
我只為新鮮事物而活 I'm always waiting for whatever's next.
我認為每個人都差不多是這樣… I think everyone's like that...
永不止步的邁動著步伐 living life in fast forward,
一刻都不停息 never stopping to enjoy the moment,
總是想著與時間賽跑 too busy trying to rush through everything,
為的是以我們希望的方式得到想要的東西 so we can get on with what we're really supposed to be doing with our lives.
我突然意識到了這點，茅塞頓開 I get these flashes of clarity, brilliant clarity,
於是，儘管就一會兒，我停下了腳步開始思考 where, for a second, I stop and I think,
「搞什麼東西，開什麼玩笑」 "Wait, this is it.
「這可是我的人生，我應該慢慢的享受它才是」 "This is my life. I'd better slow down and enjoy it,
「因為總有一天，我們都會走到頭的」 "because one day, we're all going to end up in the ground,
「這是躲不過也逃不了的」 "and that will be it. We'll be gone.
於是滾床單才是王道 So I think we should fuck.
呃…你說了什麼？ Um... what?
我們不能變得跟這群酒鬼一樣… Let's just fast forward through all the drunken seduction bullshit...
人必須向著前方看 we have to look forward to.
但你看來起不了什麼表率作用 You don't look like you'd be very good at it anyway,
而且我也不想坐在這聽你在胡扯再騙我上床 and I don't want to sit here and listen to you bumblefuck your way through it.
我們想的都是同一件事 We both want the same thing,
回房間去，開滾，然後撒油娜娜 to go back to your room, have sex, and never see each other again.
一起滾不？ Are you with me?
不會有詐吧？ Is this a trick?
過期作廢了 The offer is about to expire.
不，不，我當然來 No, no, I'm in.
頭都不回 I'm definitely in.
你喜歡那本書嗎？ Do you like that book?
老天，我個去 No, God, no.
不是，那我是蠢蛋老哥最愛的書 No, it's my idiot brother's favorite book.
- 書是你的？ - 不，不 - Is it yours? - No, no.
是我室友的 It's my roommate's.
我還真看不下什麼書 I'm not really much of a reader.
好了 Good.
- 開始吧 - 遵命，女士 - Now come here. - Yes, ma'am.
我站在那邊盯著窗內 As I stood there staring through the window
觀察著我前妻的新生活 into my ex-wife's new life,
我像是被一種怪異的衝動驅使著 I was overcome by the oddest sensation.
看她和那個男人在一起就像是在看一齣熟悉的情景劇那樣 Watching her with this man was like turning on a familiar sitcom
然後突然發現他們把一個主角給換掉了 and realizing they had replaced one of the lead actors with a stranger.
同樣的節目，但演威廉·博根斯的人不一樣了 The show was the same, but the thespian who played William Borgens
演了都將近20年了 for nearly twenty years was gone.
替代他的，是一個年輕又健壯的模特 And in his place was a younger, dumber model.
狗狗，那有什麼？ What was that, boy?
我靠 Oh, shit.
坐下！快坐下！死狗！ Down! Heel! Fucking dog!
片名：困在愛中
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
很好 Oh yeah.
就是這樣 There you go.
拿碗來 You got that bowl?
嘿 Hey.
轉過來就是了，放上去 Just rock it on there. Get him on there.
老弟，這樣就對了 Gentle, gentle. There you go.
懂了？別推那麼大力 Got it? Don't push that hard.
好的 All right.
完成了，很好 There we go. Yeah.
爸爸，她來了 Dad, she's here.
準備好了？ Ready?
嗨，我回來了 Hi, I'm back.
老爸… Dad...
聞起來不錯 Smells good.
對了，他們說你必須回去了？ Well, they said that you have to go back there?
他們是說我認為你不該再為這個買單了 They just said that I think you might have to end up paying for it.
不，他們不是要取消這一切吧？還有職務呢？ No, but they're going to cancel the whole thing? The appointment?
是的，他們取消這項目了，都結束了，全部… Yeah, they're canceling it. It's over, basically...
我書快要出版了！ My book is being published!
我的老天，恭喜啊 Oh, my God. Congratulations.
- 謝謝，謝謝，老爸 - 我的老天 - Thank you. Thanks, Dad. - Oh, my God.
我們真為你驕傲 We're so proud of you.
- 是哪家出版社？ - 斯克裏布納 - What house is it? - Scribner.
什麼？那是國王御用的出版社 What? That's King's publisher.
不會的，他們挺好的，不錯 Yeah, no, they're great. Great.
- 我們必須來乾杯慶祝 - 必須要乾一杯是不是 斯克裏布納？ - We got to have a toast. - We have to have a toast. Scribner?
當然了，當我把書遞交上去時就這麼想的 Yeah, that's exactly what I was thinking when I submitted the book.
這真會把拉斯蒂惹毛的 This will really piss Rusty off.
這並不是因為他們出版了海明威和馮內古特的書 It's not because they publish books by Hemingway or Kurt Vonnegut.
又或者是麥庫勞夫和麥科特的 David McCullough, Frank McCourt.
還是菲斯傑拉德，和該死的鮑勃迪倫 F. Scott Fitzgerald, Bob fucking Dylan.
原來你對斯克裏布納有偏見 I didn't know you had dibs on Scribner.
我從沒這麼說過，薩曼塔 I never said I had dibs, Samantha.
- 我只是… - 你是吃醋了吧 - I just was... - You're just jealous.
拜託，我才沒呢 Wow. I'm not jealous.
這真有趣 What an accomplishment.
你姐姐快出版她的第一本書了，好吧？ Your sister is having her first book published, all right?
我們應該慶祝這事 This is a cause for celebration.
這假期就來慶祝這事吧 This is what the holidays are all about.
很好，很好 Okay, cool.
你肯定會恭賀她的 You might want to congratulate her.
- 太恭喜了 - 謝謝 - Congratulations. - Thank you.
老天，我直到幾歲才出版了第一本書呢… Geez, I didn't have my first book published until...
我想想，大概25、6歲 I don't know. I was 25 or 26.
我真想把那群人一起叫來 I would have been happy to call those guys.
我認識他們的 I know them all over there.
我是用假名送審的 I submitted it under a fake name
並沒有告訴他們這是誰的女兒 and didn't tell them whose daughter I was
- 直到事情都定下來了 - 我不會介意的 - until after was accepted. - I wouldn't have minded.
- 我知道，我只是… - 因為你一直想要的是你自己的書 - I know. I just... - Because you wanted it to be about your book
而不是我女兒的書 and not about being my daughter.
好了，很好，那麼，我們來乾杯…干了 Yeah. Okay, well, this is a toast... psst.
敬你和你的第一本小說 To you and your first novel.
《嗨了就行》 Just Saying Hi.
噢，不是什麼《嗨了就行》 Oh, it's not Just Saying Hi.
難道他們讓你改了書名？ Did they make you change the title?
不是，他們出版的不是什麼《嗨了就行》 No, they're not publishing Just Saying Hi.
是完全不一樣的書 It's a different book.
什麼？ What?
我先把它放一邊去了 I put that aside for now,
然後寫了一本新的 and I wrote a new one.
什麼時候？ When?
夏天的時候 Over the summer.
那麼《嗨了就行》怎樣了？ What happened to Just Saying Hi?
你很喜歡它的 You were excited about that.
我也很喜歡…我可是在那上面費盡心血呢 I was excit... I put a lot of work and effort into that.
我編輯校對了原稿，而且還… I proofed the manuscript and I...
我知道，我很抱歉，我… I know. I'm sorry. I...
我…我…我想我的意見還是會有點用的 I..I..I thought my opinion meant something.
是的，老爸，你知道肯定會有用的 It does. Dad. You know it does.
所以到了最後你乾脆寫了一本新書了 And yet you turn around and write an entirely new book
而且還不跟我說一聲？ and don't think to share it with me?
對不起 I'm sorry.
有什麼東西燒糊了 Something's burning.
恭喜恭喜 Congratulations.
你怎麼會讓他在餐桌上準備了位置呢？ Why would you let him set that place at the table?
我準備的，是他讓我預留的 I set it. He asked me to.
很好，但她不會來的 Yeah, well, she's not coming.
我要過去那邊下，你應該也去得 I'm about to head over there. You should come.
給老爸一個擺酷的機會 Give Dad a chance to cool off.
我不會去的 I'm not going over there.
好吧，愛怎樣怎樣吧 Fine. Suit yourself.
我會替你向她問好的 I'll tell her you said hi.
替我跟媽媽說句安息吧 You can tell Mom to drop dead.
哇哦… Whoa...
這太好吃了 This food is so good.
真高興你喜歡 Glad you like it.
你爸爸最近如何？ So how did everything go over at your Dad's?
還不錯，薩姆出版了一本書 It was good. Sam's getting a book published.
什麼？ What?
我一開始也是這反應的 That was my reaction, too.
這很不錯啊 That's great.
我原本認為你爸爸讓你和你妹堅持向報刊雜誌投稿… I always thought your dad making you and your sister keep journals was...
有點勉強了，不過… a little strange, but...
現在看來是有收穫的 sounds like it's paying off.
真不敢相信 I can't believe it.
拉斯蒂，別追問了 Rusty, just let that go.
不，你說什麼勉強？ No, why is it strange?
你說說為什麼勉強了 I just want to know why you think it's so strange.
這樣說吧，看起來他就是在強迫你們 Well, it just seems like he was forcing you
去當作家… to be writers...
從而捨棄你們原本的道路 instead of allowing you to choose to be.
我們不喜歡投稿的話就不會去寫了 We don't have to keep the journals if we don't want to.
那你們首先得找個工作 You'd have to get a job if you stopped.
他養著我們所以我們必須要不停的寫作 He pays us to do it so we can focus on our writing
否則就要去給麥當勞叔叔打工了 instead of working some bullshit job at McDonald's.
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
什麼？ What?
什麼什麼？ What?
你嗨了？ Are you stoned?
- 你說什麼？ - 你是不是… - Are you kidding? - Are you being...
- 我才沒吸高了 - 拉斯蒂，來廚房說兩句 - I'm not stoned. - Rusty, I'd like to talk to you in the kitchen.
是你才抽嗨了吧 I think you're stoned.
好吧，好吧，走了 Great. Good. I'm going.
你到底想幹嘛？ What's gotten into you?
我才不會讓那俗人… I'm not going to let that Neanderthal...
胡亂批評老爸的 talk about Dad like that.
他沒說你爸爸什麼 He didn't say anything about your father.
他說什麼不重要 It's not what he says.
但他談論老爸的方式就像他是個奇葩腦殘似的 It's how he talks about him like he's some sort of weirdo or something.
你個橄欖球狂就不算是個俗人了？ And watching football doesn't make you a Neanderthal.
爺愛咋咋地，要你管 Owning his own gym does.
好了，別說了 Okay, enough. Enough.
薩姆的書真要出版了？ Is Sam's book really getting published?
她是這麼說的 That's what she said.
哇 Wow.
距離我們上次講話都快一年了 It's been over a year since we spoke.
我知道 I know.
她要我替你問好 She said to say hi to you.
我才不信呢，不過… I don't believe that for a second, but...
聽到你這麼說我還是很欣慰 it's very sweet of you to say.
噢，媽媽 Aw, Mom.
你可不要像她那樣討厭我 Please don't ever hate me the way she hates me.
我一點都不討厭你，媽媽 I don't hate you at all, Mom.
很好，但你抽高了，是吧 Good, but you are stoned, though, aren't you.
這樣才能讓胃口更好點 I thought it would make it easier to eat again.
別抽太過頭了，你懂的吧？ Pot and nothing else, ever, you understand me?
你不用擔心我，媽媽 You don't have to worry about me, Mom.
我當然要 Yeah, I do.
我應該如此 It's my job.
我擦好桌子洗好碗碟了 I cleared the table and started the dishes.
我為我做的事抱歉 Sorry I reacted the way I did.
只是太突然了 I was just surprised.
我還以為你會對那本書感到高興呢 I thought you were happy with the book.
應該如此的 I was.
但那書已經完全沒我的樣子了 It just didn't seem like my book anymore.
就像是其他人的… It felt like someone else's.
- 我改得下手太重了？ - 是的，老爸 - My editorial hand a little heavy for you? - Yes, Dad.
你這麼做實在太嚇人了 I was scared of how you'd react,
但你對《嗨了就行》所做的修改又如此理所當然 and I felt guilty because of all the work you put into Just Saying Hi.
我太抱歉了… 別再道歉了 I'm sorry... Stop apologizing.
我不該讓自己的名字出現在你書裏面的 It's my fault for involving myself in your goddamn book in the first place.
你應該不會想讀讀這本新書吧？ I'm guessing you don't want to read the new one?
我去當然不 Fuck no.
一點都不想？ 不不，感謝你全家 Never? No, thank you.
我給你帶了份手抄本來 I brought you a hard copy.
- 是嗎？ - 是的 - Really? - Yeah.
如果你想的話我可以給你簽個名 I was going to sign it for you if you wanted,
還是…不要算了？ or not... but maybe?
放我桌上吧 Leave it on my desk.
等等…在你自辨前我能問你個問題嗎？ Wait... can I ask you a question without you getting defensive?
什麼？ What?
拉斯蒂告訴我馬丁有天晚上把警察叫來了 Rusty told me Martin called the cops on a prowler the other night.
爸爸，你別再這麼亂搞了 都快兩年了 Dad, you've got to stop doing this to yourself. It's been two years.
- 她快回來了 - 你現在就是在胡想亂想 - She's coming back. - You're completely delusional.
你為什麼給她在餐桌上安排了位置？ And what's with setting a place for her at the table?
- 真是胡扯 - 難道你不知道他們又打起來了嗎？ - That's fucking nuts. - You know they're fighting again?
你從哪看到的？ And where did you see that?
從他們的窗戶？ Through their window?
是嗎？ 人們就是這麼搞才會進局子的 Really? People get arrested for doing things like that.
你是個備受尊敬的小說家 You're a well respected novelist.
你得過兩次福克納獎 You've won the PEN Faulkner Award twice.
結果還搞這種傻逼二百五的事 You can't behave like that.
她要回來了 She's coming back.
老天，至少告訴我你還有在寫作 Jesus, at least tell me you've been writing.
你看看她都對你幹了些什麼，老爸 Look at what you've let her do to you, Dad.
好好想想吧 Seriously.
你在幹些什麼？ Hey. What are you working on?
寫一首英語課上的詩文 It's a poem for English class.
剛才真對不起了，我太混賬了 Sorry about earlier. I was being a dick.
沒事的 It's okay.
你說的對，我就是嫉妒 Yeah, you were right. I was just jealous.
但我真的很替你感到高興，這太了不起了 I really am happy for you. It's awesome.
總有一天你也能出版一本書的，一定可以的 You're going to have a book published one day, too, you know.
當然，一定的 Sure, I know.
傑森給了我些煙草 Jason hooked me up with some weed.
上房頂？ Roof?
今年有看上什麼女孩沒？ Got your eye on any girls this year?
有的，有個女孩… Yeah, there's this girl...
叫凱特，我英語班上的 Kate, in my English class.
每次我見到她，就想起那首歌 Every time I see her, I hear that song,
披頭士的「I've Just See a Face」迴盪在我腦中 the Beatles' song, "I've Just Seen a Face," playing in my head.
你整個就是條可憐蟲 God, you are so pathetic.
至少我自己知道自己是可憐蟲 At least I know I'm pathetic.
我來給你點建議吧 Let me give you some advice.
快快快，別藏著 I can't wait to hear your advice.
你的絕招肯定好使 It's so friggin' awesome.
在這世上只有兩種人 There are two kinds of people in this world.
- 浪漫主義和現實主義 - 對的 - Hopeless romantics and realists. - Right.
現實主義的就看你的臉 A realist just sees that face
看了一眼後就把你跟之前見過的靚仔相比較 and packs it in with every other pretty girl they've ever seen before.
而浪漫主義的就有點信仰了 The hopeless romantic becomes convinced
他們堅信上帝只會給他安排一個對的人 that God put them on Earth to be with that one person.
但根本沒有上帝這號人物 But there is no God,
而你的人生也只是單純的根據你的想法轉變的 and life is only as meaningful as you fool yourself into thinking it is.
做現實主義者明顯輕鬆多了 Guys who get laid a lot are realists.
你認真點聽 You should be listening.
把愛當消耗品用 Just avoid love at all costs.
這是我的座右銘 That's my motto.
你從沒有過真愛吧？ Never been in lave?
如果真愛的意思就是餐桌上那個永遠空缺的位置 If love is setting a place at the table for someone who is never coming home,
那我還是算了 I think I'll pass.
這太他媽壓抑了，薩姆 That's fucking depressing, Sam.
讓學生到課堂上朗誦他們的詩篇 Making students read their poetry assignments in front of the class
是人類文明中最杯具的事 is a sadistic exercise in public humiliation.
你現在不就在幹著這杯催的事嗎，拉斯蒂 You could have already been done with it by now, Rusty.
- 好吧，好吧，好吧 - 朗誦吧 - Okay, okay, okay. - Just read it.
好的，這是一首我在感恩節早餐上寫的 Um, okay, this is a poem I wrote over Thanksgiving break.
呃…名字就是學校 Uh... It's called School.
在嗑了大麻後寫出來的 It was written under the influence of cannabis.
那麼，呃…在書桌的… 這太不優美了 Okay, um... In the sea of... This is so awkward.
呃… Uh...
「在書桌的海洋裏，到處談論著遊戲和包包」 "In the sea of desks, there's talk of games and bags
「長管道裏透露著跑鋒夢」 "and long pipes that leak dreams with the strike of a match.
「那是我聽過最大聲的悄悄話」 "And there's a loudness to the whispers I hear.
「悄悄話不應該那麼大聲的，不是嗎？」 "Whispers shouldn't be that loud, should they?
「那裏的女孩每個人都認識」 "There's a girl over there who everyone knows
「還有個沒耳朵的男人會站到門外乞討(講凱特男人)」 "and men without ears who will stand by the door for a price.
「穿過長長的走廊，在生氣的矮人與老鼠的包圍中的」 "In long hallways, there are angry mobs of dwarves and rats
「是一個天使(指的是凱特)」 "and one single angel."
嘿，拉斯蒂 Hey, Rusty.
嗨，我，那個…我喜歡你的詩 Hi, I, um... I liked your poem.
- 是嗎？ - 是的，這詩不錯 - Yeah? - Yeah, it was really good.
- 謝謝 - 客氣 - Thanks. - Sure.
你的感恩節怎麼過的？ How was your Thanksgiving?
還可以，但就是有點奇特 Oh, it was good. It was a little weird.
我的父母離婚了，所以我要過兩個感恩節 My parents are divorced, sol have two Thanksgivings
就在一天裏 in one Thanksgiving.
就是，挺奇怪的感覺 It's just, like, strange.
你呢？ How about you?
- 挺無聊的 - 無論如何，應該挺酷的 - It was just boring. - Whatever. That's cool.
呵呵 Yeah.
凱特 Kate.
我要走了 I have to go.
我只想跟你說我喜歡你的詩，那麼… I just wanted to say I liked your poem, so...
- 再見 - 好的 - Bye. - All right.
這貨是誰？ Who the fuck is that?
只是個班上的人 Just a guy from class.
媽蛋混賬 Fucking asshole.
我只有20分鐘，所以動作要快了 I literally have 20 minutes, so it will have to be quick.
快點，走 Come on. Let's go.
你在緊張嗎？ Did you stretch?
來吧 Come on.
等一會 Just a second.
很好 Oh, yeah.
弄濕點 Oh, make it rain.
好 Yeah.
對了，往左點 Yeah. To the left.
往…對頭 To the... yeah.
很好！ Yes!
好了，我必須快點走了 All right, I got to run.
週四，再見 Thursday, be ready.
好的，莎拉 Yes, Sarah.
天殺的！ Goddamn it!
你在幹嘛？ What are you doing?
- 你嚇到我了 - 我在叫你而已 - You scared me. - I caught you.
你在看我的稿子 You're reading my journal.
你答應過我不會看我的稿子的 You promised you'd never read our journals.
- 對不起 - 我是那麼的相信你，爸爸 - Sorry. - I trusted you, Dad.
- 真的對不起 - 你太傷我心了 - I'm sorry. - That pisses me off so much.
- 對不起 - 你侵犯了我的個人隱私 - I'm sorry. - It's an invasion of privacy.
拉斯蒂，我…我…我…先坐下來吧 Rusty, I..l..l... Sit down for a second. Let me explain.
不，我不想坐下了 讓我解釋下 No, I'm not going to sit down.
好的好的，我不是在讀你的稿子 Okay, okay. I wasn't reading your journal.
我…我只是翻開來看看日期而已 I-I flipped it open to check the dates like I always do
但有些東西自己跳到了我眼前 and something jumped out at me
然後…然後…就轉移不了視線了，原諒我，好嗎？ and-and-and grabbed me. I'm sorry, okay?
對不起 I'm sorry.
什麼？ What?
可以嗎？ May I?
「我猶記著那段痛」 "I remember that it hurt.
「只能看著她傷痛」 "Looking at her hurt."
就是這句 That's it.
如果這句話寫在開頭上，那讀者就上鉤了 If that was the opening line of a book, you'd have your reader hooked.
他們會不得不接下去看，就像我一樣，對不起 They would have to keep reading. I had to keep reading. Sorry.
阿諛奉承是沒用的 Flattery is not going to get you out of this.
不不，讓我說完 No, no, that's coming to an end right now.
你知道弗蘭納裏·奧康納吧？ 我知道弗蘭納裏·奧康納 You know Flannery O'Connor? I know Flannery O'Connor.
她說過，在作家20歲之後就不必幹些啥了 She said nothing needed to happen in a writer's life after they were 20.
因為，他們的人生經驗已經完全足夠 By then, they had experienced more than enough
來應對接下來的人生了，所以呢？ to last their creative life. So?
你到底想說什麼？ So what's your point?
我是想說… My point is...
先坐一會好嗎 Sit down for a second, please.
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
我不認為你的人生經驗已經足夠了 I don't think you're experiencing enough.
我是說，你把你那該死的稿子放在我的桌上 I mean, the reason that you're comfortable leaving your goddamn journal on my desk
是因為你完完全全不想向我隱瞞你的人生 is because there's nothing you're trying to hide from me in your life.
這才是最讓我擔心的，你懂嗎？ And that really worries me, you know?
像你一樣正常的男孩 Sweet, sensitive guys like you,
他們會把他們的高中歲月 they spend their entire high school years
封存於… frozen in place while...
大大小小的派對上 everybody is running around going to parties
還有滾點床單，還是什麼 and getting laid, doing whatever.
我可不想讓你在回顧這幾年的時光後 I don't want you to look back years from now
然後想著那個女孩，是叫凱特嗎？ 很好 and think about this girl. Is it Kate? Yeah.
去跟那女孩告白吧 Tell this girl how you feel.
讓她看看你火熱的心 Put your heart on the line.
沒那麼簡單吧 It's not that easy.
就那麼簡單，看看你老姐吧 It is, too. It is, too. Look at your sister.
你可以… 嘿！ You can... Hey!
你把眼睛擦亮點 You can roll your eyes all you want.
你的姐姐是個好作家 Your sister is a great writer.
這都因為她還是個人生贏家 And it's because she's courageous in her life.
拉倒吧，你的女兒那叫亂性，這不是同一件事 She's promiscuous, Dad. It's not the same thing.
拉斯蒂，作家就是要靠著人生經驗來寫作 Rusty, a writer is the sum of their experiences.
去積累點經驗來吧 Go get some.
這會挺有趣的 It will be fun.
別搞，這真瘋狂 我們到這來幹嘛呢？ Come on. This is crazy. What are we doing here, man?
人人都討厭我們 Everyone hates us.
但不是今晚，今晚他們不行，就今晚 Not tonight, they don't. Not tonight.
什麼？ What?
我們到這來是參加派對了 Uh, we're here for the party.
什麼派對？ What party?
老兄，別這樣，我可是和你一起上三種課呢 Dude, come on man. I'm, like, in three classes with you.
滾粗 Fuck off.
好的好的，但是… Okay, but...
我們拿著這些大麻還能去幹些什麼呢？ what are going to do with all this weed?
剛在耍你的而已，夥計，快進來 I was just playing, man. Come on.
- 真的？ - 當然了，快進來 - Really? - Yeah. Come on in.
嘿！嗨，我的小夥伴們… Hey! Hey, my boys...
等下，你叫什麼名字？ Wait. What's your name?
拉斯蒂，這是傑森 Rusty. This is Jason.
注意，我的夥計們拉斯蒂和傑森剛給我們帶了大麻來 Hey, my boys Rusty and Jason just brought us a shitload of weed.
你叫羅德尼，對嗎？ Your name is Rodney, right?
是的夥計，羅德尼，有事不？ Hey, man, Rodney. What's up?
你和傑森確認好每人都有份，OK？ You make sure with Jason that everybody gets some, okay?
你要去哪？ Where you going?
我去找下我的朋友，凱特 I'm going to go find my friend, Kate.
誰？噢，他們還在樓上呢！ Which chick? Oh, they still upstairs!
老兄，你怎麼了？ Dude, who are you?
初次見面，向你介紹拉斯蒂·博根斯 I'm a new and improved Rusty Borgens.
我是薩姆，請在嗶聲後留言 This is Sam. Leave me a message after the beep.
別這樣，格倫 Come on, Glen.
格倫，把門打開 Glen, open the door.
我已經等了10分鐘了，別鬧了 I've been waiting for ten minutes. Come on.
能再等我他媽的一分鐘好不？ Could I have a fucking second please?
求別，我他媽馬上要尿褲子了 No, I can't give you a fucking second. I'm in pain.
關上門！ Shut the fucking door!
走吧，傑森， 離開這裏 Let's go, Jason. Let's get out of here.
- 老兄，我才不走呢 - 快點走 - Dude, I'm not going anywhere. - Let's go.
我不走，那計劃太神了，老兄 I'm not going anywhere. That plan was genius, dude.
- 那只是個玩笑而已 - 這才不是什麼玩笑呢 - It was a joke. - It wasn't a fucking joke.
這不好玩了，他媽別碰我 It's not funny. Get the fuck off me.
嘿，別走啊 Hey, don't walk away from me.
- 停下 - 你瘋了 - Stop. - You're crazy.
別跟著我，格倫 Quit follwing me, Glen.
這是我家，我他媽想去哪就去哪 This is my house. I can go wherever the fuck I want.
好了好了，大佬聽著，我要走人了行不，混賬東西 All right, big shot. Listen, I'm leaving, all right, asshole?
那麼給我滾吧 Get the fuck out of here.
嘿，王八蛋 Hey, asshole.
- 你還好嗎？ - 我很好 - Are you all right? - I'm fine.
那好，過來 Okay, come on.
讓我來拿 Let me grab that.
跑，快跑！ Run, run!
我他媽宰了你 I'm going to fucking kill you.
老兄，夥計，爽了吧，哈哈！ Dude, dude, fuck yeah, man!
好了好了，等等，夥計 All right. Later, man.
待會見，小老弟 See you, buddy. Later.
嘿，王八蛋！碰！ Hey, asshole! Boom!
我不能就這麼回家 I can't go home like this.
我都傷了，我的膝蓋腫起來了，我還嗨掛了 I'm a wreck. My knees are all banged up and I'm high.
好吧，我們去弄點冰塊來 Yeah, we should probably get some ice on those.
我今晚能在你家過夜嗎？ Can I stay at your house tonight?
好的 Okay.
你好？ Hello?
嗨，是我 Hi, it's me.
你還好嗎？ Hey, you okay?
那個，你在哪？ Um, where are you?
我就這邊，我在家呢 I'm here. I'm at home.
我都按門鈴了 Oh, I've been ringing the bell.
我睡著了，你在這邊？ I fell asleep. Are you here?
很好，我們需要好好聊聊 All right, we need to put our heads together.
好的，比爾，我睡不著 Okay. Bill, I can't sleep.
那好，我穿著睡衣在半夜開車到處晃 Okay, I'm driving around in my pajamas in the middle of the night.
我快瘋了，我不能再這麼下去了 I'm like a crazy person. I can't live like this anymore.
我也不行了 I can't either.
我給了她空間 I've given her space.
我可以接受她在某個方面不喜歡我 I accept her hatred towards me as some phase she's going through,
但不能是這麼全方位啊 but this isn't a phase.
她現在正舒服著呢 She has this amazing thing going on with her life now
還出了一本書，這一喜悅我居然和她分享不了 with this book being published, and I can't share that with her.
她不回我電話 She won't return my calls.
也不回我郵件 She won't return my emails.
都是因為，她要出書了 She's-she's having a book published.
- 她很忙的 - 胡扯 - She's busy. - Bullshit.
她不回我電話啊，胡扯 I can't get her to return my calls. Bullshit.
她就是蛇蝎心腸 She's petty and she's cruel.
每個人的父母都離婚了 Everyone's parents are divorced.
- 真是共識 - 你懂的 - Big fucking deal. - You get over it.
我和她也是在打仗 She fights with me, too.
我們不是在打仗 We're not fighting.
就是如此，我真喜歡能和她打一場呢 That's the thing. I wish I could fight with her.
這樣我就能在她的人生中留下足跡了 Then I'd be an active participant in her life.
她無視了我 She just abandoned me.
不，不是的… 她無視了你？這太慘了 No, I don't think... She's abandoned you? That seems horrible.
你對任何事都是一己之見 You are in a constant state of denial about everything.
比爾，她表現得就像是我不存在一樣 Bill, she acts like I don't exist.
我已經一年沒和她說過話了 I haven't spoken to her in over a year
而你還不來幫幫我 and you're not helping things.
我嗎？我都沒怎麼吭聲阿，我…我…我說過… Me? I haven't said one thing. I..l... What did I...
- 你在感恩節的時候給我留了座位 - 是的 - You set a place for me at Thanksgiving. - Yeah.
每次她從學校回來的時候 So everytime she comes home from school,
當她看到你在痛苦憂愁的時候 she sees you miserable and moping
她都會責怪我，我知道她怪在了我身上 and she blames me. I know she blames me.
- 我知道她是這樣的 - 我才沒有憂愁呢 - I know she does. - I don't mope.
噢，你憂愁了 Oh, you mope.
你是憂愁了 You mope.
你就知道說我不好 Say horrible things about me,
但就是不去試試博她的同情 but don't try to win her sympathy this way.
嘿，我曾經答應過你而且我還始終遵守著承諾 Hey, I made a promise to you and I intend to keep it.
老天，比爾… Oh, Jesus. Bill...
那快是上輩子的事了 That was a lifetime ago.
我都快忘了這承諾了 I release you from your promise.
求你了…過好自己的人生就好了 Please... go on with your life.
- 去睡幾個 - 我睡過了 - Go get laid. - I get laid.
- 很好！你睡過了？ - 嗯哼 - Great! You get laid? - Mm-hmm.
好了好了，那開心點吧 Well, then, be happy.
我只想你可以開開心心的 I just want you to be happy.
和你在一起我很開心 I was happy with you.
你才是那個不開心的人 You were the one who wasn't happy.
好了，我現在很開心 Well, I'm happy now.
在我看來不是 You don't look happy to me.
什麼時候？當你晚上在我家旁鬼鬼祟祟的時候？ When? When you're sneaking around our house at night?
我看到你和馬丁在打架 I see you and Martin fighting.
閉嘴，比爾 Shut up, Bill.
等等，等等 Oh, hey. Wait a minute.
請讓開 Excuse me.
你知道的… You know I...
我不是故意這樣冒失的 I don't mean to be presumptuous,
如果我是你我不會這麼幹的 but I wouldn't do that if I were you.
我是說，他和一卡車的女孩上過床了 I mean, he sleeps with a lot of girls.
等你起床的時會得皮疹的 You're practically guaranteed to wake up with a rash.
借你吉言 Thanks for the tip.
在他的網頁上我看到他在勾搭你 I see you you getting snared in his web.
你本人看上去是個好女孩 You look like a nice girl and all, so.
我可不是什麼單純的好女孩 I'm not a nice girl.
那好，順便說下，我叫路易斯 Well, in that case, I'm Louis.
大家都叫我阿盧，很高興見到你 Everyone calls me Lou. Nice to meet you.
不高興？那好 No? Okay.
看，我可不想自找沒趣 Look, I don't want to hurt your feelings,
但你這是在浪費時間 but you're wasting your time.
什麼？講話是在浪費時間？ What, talking is a waste of time?
我們這不是在講話 We're not talking.
你是在跟我調情 You're flirting with me.
你還把你的朋友支開了呢 And you're also cockblocking your friend.
呃？是指在那邊的邦喬維？ Huh? Bon Jovi over there?
他不是我的朋友，他就是個傻逼，是真的 He's not my friend. He's a dick, actually.
我今天還跟她們全部都調情了呢 I'm just filling in on bass for them tonight.
你真可愛，阿盧 You're cute, Lou.
但你散發出了浪漫的氣息還有好的意圖 But you reek of romance and good intentions.
我可不是想找個好男人呢 I'm not looking for a nice guy.
我不想要男朋友，也不想要約會 I don't do boyfriends, and I don't date.
你就會說不想不要，不想不要 All I heard was don't, don't, don't, don't.
好吧好吧，別讓人太有安全感了 Well, don'ts keep people safe.
我要走了 I'm going to go.
好吧，班上見 Okay, well, I'll see you in class.
我們是一個班上的？ Do we have a class together?
進階寫作 Advanced Fiction Writing.
- 我不記得你了 - 但是我記得你 - I don't remember you. - Well, I remember you.
你都快出書了，你老爸肯定很嚇人 You have a book that's getting published. Your dad must be thrilled.
你可真瞭解我呢，阿盧 You know an awful lot about me, Lou.
我們作家們都在相互嫉妒猜疑，所以… We writers are an envious bunch, so...
他叫什麼名字？ What's his name?
他叫皮特 His name is Pete.
- 玩開心點 - 好的 - Have fun. - I will.
酷，你真棒 Cool. You're awesome.
原來你住在沙灘上呢 I didn't know you lived at the beach.
小聲點 Keep your voice down.
我不想吵醒我老爸 I just don't want to wake my dad up.
我去拿點冰塊 I'm going to go get some ice for that.
- 好了 - 謝謝 - There you go. - Thank you.
客氣 Sure.
拉斯蒂？ Rusty?
嗨，爸爸，你怎麼起來了？ Hey, Dad, what are you doing up?
這是誰？ Who's this?
- 爸爸，這是凱特 - 凱特，這是我爸 - Uh, Dad, this is Kate. - Kate, this is Dad.
你膝蓋怎麼了？ What happened to your knees?
- 她摔倒了 - 一個混蛋推的我 - She fell. - This asshole pushed me.
是嗎？有人推倒你了？ Really? Somebody pushed you?
是的，但沒什麼大問題，因為拉斯蒂打了他 Yeah, but it's okay, because Rusty punched him.
好極了，不應該有人會推倒個女孩還揚長而去的 Oh, good. Nobody should ever push a girl and get away with it.
那用冰塊敷是對的 That's a good start, that ice.
這裏有點雙氧水 We have some peroxide in here.
那麼，你是凱特 So you are Kate.
拉斯蒂跟我說過你不少事 Rusty's fold me a lot about you.
他有嗎？那個… He has? Um...
我們並不太熟呢 We hardly know each other.
至少我知道他挺中意你的 I just know he thinks very highly of you.
- 老爸？ - 抱歉，抱歉 - Dad? - Sorry, sorry.
你今晚要住下嗎？ Are you staying the night?
是的，如果方便的話 Uh, yeah, if that's okay.
可以的，但你的父母不介意嗎？ Okay. Your parents don't mind?
不 No.
好了，你睡床然後她睡沙發… All right. You take the bed and she takes the couch...
或者你睡沙發她睡床 Or the other way. You take the couch and she takes the bed.
別亂來哦 Whichever one.
很高興見到你，凱特 Nice meeting you, Kate.
我也是，晚安 You, too. Goodnight.
對不起 Sorry.
你爸爸人不錯 Your dad's nice.
是的，他是個好人 Yeah, he's a good guy.
他是幹什麼的？ What does he do?
呃…他是個作家 Uh... he's a writer.
是真的作家？ Like a real one?
是的，他寫過本書叫作《西裝猴子》 Yeah, he wrote a book called Suit Monkeys.
- 贏了些獎，然後又出了一堆的書 - 謝謝 - Won some awards, had a bunch of books published. - Thanks.
哇哦 Whoa, uh...
- 我不知道你要… - 我會轉身過去的 - I didn't know you were going to... - I'll turn around.
很好，這樣不錯啊 Well, that's cool.
這也是你想幹的嗎？ Is that what you want to do?
是的，我也是個作家 Uh, yeah. I'm a writer, too.
我姐姐也是呢 So is my sister.
我們都有寫些書和故事或者其他什麼的 We write books and stories and stuff.
詩？ Poetry?
有的 Yeah.
你姐姐在哪呢？ Where's your sister?
她住在大學裏 She's, you know, away at college.
那好，我先… Yeah, so I...
等等，你能多留下來陪我嗎？ Wait, can you stay with me a second?
行嗎？ Please?
好吧 Yeah, sure.
你可以靠近點，我不介意的 You can come closer. I don't bite.
我有個問題 I have a question.
說吧 Yeah...
我是你詩裏寫的那個天使嗎？ Was I the angel in the poem you wrote?
是的 Yeah.
我想你會對我很好的 I think you're going to be very good for me.
晚安 Goodnight.
我愛聖誕 I love Christmas.
你居然像那些人一樣打擊我 You strike me as one of those people.
我當然和那些人一樣了 I am. I'm definitely one of those people.
我喜歡聖誕的一切 I love everything about it.
無論是燈光還是裝飾 I love the lights, the decorations,
還是TBS播的24小時聖誕故事 how TBS plays A Christmas Story 24 hours straight.
樹下的聖誕禮物 Presents under the tree
還有我家小孩打開他們的表情 and the looks on my kids' faces when they open them.
還有等他們上床睡覺後我和我老公圍爐而坐 Sitting by the fire with my husband when they go to bed.
在這節日裏我的全是不快樂的事 I get all depressed during the holidays.
是的是的，你離婚了，比爾，這就是不快樂的事 Yeah, well, you're divorced, Bill. It's depressing.
哥們，我能給你點小小的建議嗎？ Hey, can I give you a little bit of advice?
從一個洞轉移到另一個洞去吧 Just from one fuckbuddy to another.
好滴 Mm-hmm.
你必須再婚 You need to remarry.
接著說 Hmm. Mm-hmm.
你已經老了 You're not getting any younger.
如果我是你，我現在就到每個交友網站註冊去 And if I were you, I'd be on every dating website
然後關注報紙上的求偶信息 signing up and just combing the newspapers for personal ads.
我已經有25年沒約過會了 I haven't been on a date in 25 years.
是的，但那又怎樣？ Yeah, but what is that?
聽著，你很帥，而且是成功人士 Listen, you're handsome, you're successful.
還有點小名氣 You have a mild amount of celebrity,
典型的成功作家 which is really all a writer can ask for.
足夠讓你找一卡車了 That's enough to land one of those
至少也能有20房吧 20-something trophy wives.
你真是這麼想的嗎？ You've really thought about this, huh?
好吧，我真的很關心你呢，比爾 Well, I care about you, Bill.
我知道你很愛艾瑞卡 I know you love Erica,
但她已經跟別人結婚了 but she married someone else,
所以你必須開始考慮你自己的將來了 and you have to start thinking about your future
這才是皆大歡喜的結局 and whether or not you want that to be a happy one.
因為我不想在安穩的過了5年後 Because I don't want to jog by in five years
還發現你始終還是這樣在折椅上等著我 and find you waiting on that lawn chair for me.
但這折椅真的非常舒服呢 It's a very comfortable lawn chair.
別鬧 Is it?
想想吧 Just think about it.
從生殖學上來講，你必須不停的尋新歡 Procreation. You give to the next one down the line.
這才是我們人類的義務 That's really all we've got.
無論是社會人文，還是金錢宗教 Society, government, money, religion,
職業，核能，還有家庭觀念和一夫一妻制 careers, nuclear families, monogamy.
這些都是在高開化文明社會裏難以承受的 These are all just highly creative socially accepted delusions
我們必須在現實中避免被這些假象控制我們的真實人生 that we impose on reality to try and gain some semblance of control over our lives.
這些讓我們有了可以當家做主的錯覺 It gives us the illusion of choice.
讓我們覺得自己稍微比動物要高端點 It makes us feel a little less like animals.
動物，你說的是像進化論？ Animals. What do you mean? Like evolution?
對了，就是進化論 Yeah, evolution, exactly.
我就不相信進化論 I do not believe in evolution.
在茫茫銀河裏有著四萬萬萬顆星星 There's 400 billion stars in the Milky Way alone,
但這只是整個宇宙的一部分而已 making the amount of stars in the entire universe
無法想像它的全貌 completely mindboggling.
我們就像螻蟻而已 We are nothing.
如果在6500萬年前小行星沒有撞擊地球 If an asteroid hadn't hit Earth 65 million years ago
恐龍沒有滅絕的話 and wiped out all the dinosaurs,
我們指不定在哪了 we wouldn't be here.
對對，我必須走了 Yeah. I'm going to go.
很好，你們這些信上帝的人整天就知道睡覺 Good. All you creationists do is blow chances at getting laid.
- 還真是 - 哦，這真棘手呢 - Really. - Ooh, that was awkward.
你別再跟著我了 You've really got to stop stalking me.
現在你不出現來騷擾我我都不習慣了呢 I can't even go anywhere without you showing up to annoy me.
- 你在打那傢伙主意嗎？ - 這不關你的事 - Were you hitting on that guy? - It's none of your business.
我想他就是個蠢貨 I think he's a Mormon.
很好，那他在這幹嘛？ Well, what the hell is he doing here?
在找其他的蠢姑娘吧 Trying to find other Mormon girls.
我想你真帶壞他了，上帝可鑒 I'm sure you corrupted him, ruined his relationship with God.
你想去別的地方走走不？ You want to get out of here?
你腦殘阿？ Do you have brain damage?
- 沒呢 - 我腦可好使了 - No. - I think I made it pretty clear
所以我很清楚我不想搭理你 that I have absolutely no interest in going out with you.
不不不，你和我會成為好朋友的 No, no, no. You and I are going to be friends.
但我不想跟你做朋友 But I don't want to be friends with you.
噢，你不想跟我好啊 Oh, you don't want to be.
好了，我給你拿外套 Well, I'm going to take your jacket
你可以跟我過來，我可以給你倒杯咖啡 and you can follow me. We can get some coffee if you'd like.
我需要… I need that...
外套 jacket
你喜歡看些什麼書呢？ What are some of your favorite books?
你真是在扮演著守護天使嗎？ Is that really the angle you're going to play?
是嗎？我認為你應該更有創造力點 Really? I thought you'd be more creative than this.
- 好了好了，別這樣，我們都是作家，對不？ - 是的 - Well, come on, we're writers, right? - Yeah.
書是我們的共鳴，我說，把口張開別藏著 Books matter to us. I mean, come on here, please.
好吧，你都喜歡哪些書呢？ Fine, what are some of your favorite books?
不，你不能這樣，是我先開口的 No, you can't do that. I asked you.
你想知道的是我的個人隱私 Because you want to know something personal about me.
如果我告訴了你我喜歡的書 If I tell you what my favorite books are,
那你就會引導我把我們弄得像天作之合那樣 you'll say titles that will convince me that we're soulmates,
又或者會開始研究我的喜好 or you'll latch onto one of my favorites
再引導我接受你的喜好 and try to convince me it's one of your favorites, too.
姐，你真難整 God, you're so tough.
但這就是你纏著我的原因 It's why you're obsessed with me.
我才沒纏著你呢 I'm not obsessed with you.
我對你來說就像獨角獸一樣稀奇 I'm like a unicorn to you.
你為了擁有我會無所不用其極 You'll do or say anything to possess me.
我才不是這樣呢，而且你也沒長角 I'm not like that and you're not like a unicorn.
好吧好吧，說說書吧 Okay, well, then books.
但至少，別說些無趣的東西 But please, at least attempt to be interesting.
不要來什麼《麥田守望者》和《波特諾的抱怨》那樣的，好不？ No Catcher in the Rye or Portnoy's Complaint, okay?
好的，我寫奇幻文學的，所以… Well, I write mysteries, so...
我喜歡埃爾默·雷納德和詹姆斯·李·波克 I love Elmore Leonard, James Lee Burke,
還有艾德·布魯巴克 Ed Brubaker.
誰是艾德·布魯巴克？ Who's Ed Brubaker.
他寫了一本奇特又緊湊的漫畫，叫做《犯罪》 He writes an incredible, hard-boiled crime comic called Criminal.
你是在說你居然有看漫畫 Telling me that you read comic books
但這不會影響我的感官的 isn't exactly sweeping me off my feet.
你最喜歡什麼書？ What's your favorite book?
就說說一開始最喜歡的吧 Just say the first thing that pops into your head.
比佛利·克萊瑞寫的《親愛的漢肖先生》 Dear Mr. Henshaw by Beverly Cleary.
我從小就喜歡這書 Been my favorite since I was a kid.
我讀了差不多有100遍了 Read it, like, 100 times.
就是它驅使我走上作家道路的 It's actually what made me want to be a writer.
喂，我說錯了什麼？ Hey, is something wrong?
我必須走了 I have to go.
等等，等等…你這什麼意思？我做錯了什麼？ Well, what... what do you mean? Did I do something?
我必須要走了 I have to go.
薩曼塔 Samantha.
- 薩曼塔，等等，別這樣 - 怎麼？ - Samantha, wait. Come on. - What?
你想我幹什麼才行？ What do you want from me?
你這什麼意思？ What do you mean what do I want from you?
我喜歡你 I like you.
- 我想更多的瞭解你一些 - 不 - I want to get to know you better. - No.
- 為什麼你一直在逃避我？ - 因為… - Why do you keep running away? - Because this...
無論有什麼牽連著我們，都不會有開花結果的 whatever this is between us, it can't go any further.
我不會讓他得逞的，我們根本不是同一掛的 I won't let it. We're not even in the same species.
《親愛的漢肖先生》也是你喜歡的書嗎？ Is Dear Mr. Henshaw your favorite book, too?
我不會隨波逐流的，阿盧 I don't do this, Lou.
不不，當然不了 No. No, of course not.
你只會讓自己逃避在 You just give yourself away
混賬堆裏，還有比你蠢的人裏 to assholes with infinitely lower lQs than yours.
干 Fuck.
你爸在嗎？ Is your dad here?
呃，沒有… Uh, no...
那好，他什麼時候回來呢？ Well, when is he going to be back?
不知道呢，也許過幾小時 I don't know. Maybe a couple of hours.
怎麼了？ Why?
我要給你聖誕禮物 I want to give you your Christmas present.
噢，好的 Um, okay.
聖誕快樂 Merry Christmas.
哇… 碉堡 Oh... awesome.
跟我過來 Come with me.
我們去哪？ Where are we going?
去壁櫥 To the closet.
等等，為什麼是壁櫥？怎麼不到床上去呢？ Wait, why the closet? Why not on the bed?
我能打開它嗎？ Can we open it?
因為你還是個小處 Because you've never had sex,
而且我在壁櫥裏也是個處 and I've never had sex in a closet.
你會永遠記住我還有這個時刻的 You'll remember me and you'll remember this moment
想到這我就爽了 and that makes me very, very happy.
我干 Oh, fuck.
她怎樣了？ How's she feeling?
她沒事，你過去看看她吧 She's okay. You should go see her.
你感覺如何？ How you feeling?
還不賴 Not too bad.
別忽悠我 Don't bullshit me.
我可不是糊塗神探 I'm like a no bullshit detector here.
我很好 I'm fine.
- 閉上嘴然後給我唸唸書 - 好的 - Shut up and read to me. - Okay.
「無論是過大還是過小，達利·霍利都不會埋怨」 "Dalie Hallie couldn't tell if she felt huge or small.
「她擔心的是她的腦袋」 "She wondered whether her head
「夠不夠大足以容下整個宇宙…」 "were so big as to be able to contain all this starry universe...
「又或者宇宙太小了」 "or if the universe were so little that it would fit
「與她的無限大腦袋不匹配」 "within the compass of her human head."
阿盧？ Lou?
你有看到那個門後的小天使嗎？ Do you see that angel by the door
又或者只有我才能看到她？ or am I the only one seeing her?
噢，那…那不是什麼天使，媽媽 Oh, that... that's definitely not an angel, Mom.
你在這幹嘛呢？ What are you doing here?
噢，我希望是跟你做一樣的事 Oh, same thing you're doing, I hope.
別這麼疑神疑鬼的 Don't be suspicious.
我要幫薩曼塔選個筆記本 I'm getting a laptop for Samantha.
事實上，我已經決定好顏色了，你一起來好嗎？ In fact, I got to pick out a color. Why don't you come?
- 不知道呢 - 你說什麼？ - I don't know. - Excuse me.
呃？為什麼你不知道？ Huh? What don't you know?
要問比爾才知道行不行呢 I don't know if it's a good idea, Bill.
只要10分鐘就行了 It will take ten minutes.
- 我要去 - 很好 - I'd love to. - Yeah.
- 好？ - 是的，我要去 - Yeah? - Yeah, I'd love to.
我很榮幸遇到了你 I'm glad I bumped into you.
所有偷窺狂都這麼說的 I'm sure that's what all stalkers say.
不，才不是呢 No, really.
我一直在思考你說過的話 I've been thinking a lot about what you said.
- 是嗎？ - 嗯 - Really? - Mm-hmm.
這段時間有別人也這麼說過 Somebody else said the same thing recently.
某個也叫你別在晚上去他家裏串門的人？ Someone else asked you to stop hanging around their house at night?
關於我人生的進展 About moving on with my life.
那是誰？ Who was that?
特裏西亞·沃爾科特 Tricia Wolcott.
住在離這一里遠的沙灘後部 Lives about a mile and a half down the beach.
- 我記得她 - 是的 - Yeah, I remember her. - Yeah.
- 很好 - 好 - Yeah. - Yeah.
我早就懷疑你跟她有一腿了 I always suspected you had a crush on her.
對，她很漂亮 Yeah, she's very pretty.
我記得她很早就結婚了 She's very married, as I recall.
你主動找的她嗎？ You're seeing her?
我想我可以替她打發掉一小時的時間 I think I'm a good way for her to kill an hour
就在她送完小孩上學後 after she drops her kids off at school.
整整一小時 An hour?
一個小時 An hour.
所以她也認為你必須停止在附近埋點了吧？ So she thinks you need to stop moping around, too, huh?
差不多這樣 Something like that.
我坦誠 Here's a confession.
我不是一個好的作家 I'm not a great writer.
但我是很好的改編作家 I'm a great re-writer.
我思考了我們的事 I think about us.
我們的故事還有… Our story and...
還有所有跟著我們一起走歪掉的東西 and all the things that went wrong with us
這次我可以…會幹得更好點了 and I... I could do it so much better this time.
自從你離開後我就沒寫過什麼東西了 I haven't written anything since you left.
比爾… Bill...
你已經出過兩本書了 you've had two books published.
是的，但那兩本書是我們剛結婚時寫的了 Well, they were books that I started when we were married.
從那以後，我就沒寫過什麼新書了 I finished them, but I haven't written anything new.
你是一個好作家 You are a great writer.
別花癡我了 Don't waste all your imagination on me.
你到哪去… Which way are you...
我走這邊 I'm over here.
我走另一條路 I'm the other way.
遇到你的感覺真好 It was great running into you.
我也是 You, too.
比爾… Bill...
我那時…猶豫不決的時候也掙扎過數日 I have... I have days when I'm not sure if I made the right decision.
那些日子我也不好過 I have bad days, too.
我不知道為什麼我要說這些 I don't know why I'm saying this.
我想我只是不願意讓你覺得我沒為我們大家考慮過 I guess I just don't want you to think that I don't think about us,
你知道的… you know, and...
那些我們一起度過的歲月 all those years we spent together,
因為我… because I do...
一直在想著… think about...
那些我放棄的事物 everything that I gave up.
不知道那是否值得 I wonder if it was worth it.
值得嗎？ Was it?
我要走了 I got to go.
聖誕快樂 Merry Christmas.
很高興見到你 It was so nice to meet you.
噢，我也是，薩曼塔 Oh, you, too, Samantha.
我希望你能早點再回來見見我 I hope you come back and see me again soon.
- 我會的 - 好了，你們兩個 - I will. - Okay, you two.
我要陪薩姆走到她車那裏去 I'm going to walk Sam to her car.
我等下就回來，媽媽 I'll be right back, Mom.
別這麼快走，我弄了熱可可呢 Not so fast. I made hot chocolate.
在廚房裏 It's in the kitchen.
你媽媽怎麼了？ What's wrong with your mom?
她…她得了腦瘤 She, um... She has a brain tumor.
我的天啊，我很抱歉 Oh, my God. I'm sorry.
真不敢相信我居然對你那麼賤 I can't believe how much of a bitch I've been to you.
不不，我懂的，好嗎？ Yeah, I know, right?
好的，好的 Okay, yeah.
我不想…我不想讓你對我覺得愧疚 I don't... I don't want you to feel sorry for me.
真的，我… Really, I...
我真的很享受我們之間的事，包括爭吵 I've enjoyed all of our back and forth, you know, sparring.
這真的…能幫我暫時抽離這不堪的現實 It's really... it's helped me take my mind off of all this.
我很高興我還能幫上你的忙 Well, I'm glad I could help out.
你要回家去過聖誕嗎？ You going home for Christmas?
是的，我明天就要回去了 Yeah, I'm headed back there tomorrow.
好了，我會試著忘掉這些瑣事的 Well, I'm willing to forget about this whole stalking incident,
如果你願意的話 if you will allow me to take you out
我想在你下次回來的時候約你出來約會 on a proper date when you get back.
好的 Okay.
真的？這麼容易就答應了？ Really? That easy? Yeah?
我才不會再說第二遍呢 I'm not going to say it again.
好的 Okay.
噢，事實上我… Oh, I actually...
把你列入了我新書的咨詢人之一 brought you an ARC of my new book.
真是合時宜的禮物 Stalking and a present.
有薩曼塔·博根斯的大名 快看看 Under the Pink by Samantha Borgens. Look at that.
好，我會…我會在休息時好好讀的 Well, I will... I will read this over break.
大聲朗誦 Probably aloud.
我媽媽和我在讀過某些書後會淚流滿面 My mom and I have been tearing through some books lately.
不，你不能給她讀 No, you can't read it to her.
裏面都是色情和褻瀆 It's filled with sex and profanity.
噢，她就愛色情的事 Oh, no, she loves sex.
你放了太多水了 You added too much water.
難道你是瑪塔·史都華(女富婆) It's not like you're Martha Stewart in here.
那個在傷口上灑鹽的人 Says the guy who puts sprinkles on burn.
嘿，夥計們 Hey, guys.
看看你！ Look at you!
你怎麼全副武裝了呢？ Why are you all dressed up?
我要去凱特那裏 I'm going over to Kate's.
這裏怎麼聞起來那麼慘烈呢？ Why does it smell so horrible in here?
不不不，這些都是我餅乾的味道，你聞聞 No, no, no. These are our cookies. Smell.
好吧，第一批的烤糊了 Yeah, we burned the first batch.
那個，這是第二批了 Actually, this is the second.
不不不不不不！ No, no, no, no, no!
對不起！ Sorry!
- 老天，爸爸！ - 什麼？ - Oh, my God, Dad! - What?
這太誇張了！ This is ridiculous!
我們又烤糊了一次！ We burned them again!
噢，天啊 好了… Oh, God. Okay...
別再笑了，拉斯蒂 Yeah, no laughing, Rusty.
你幾點出發去見那女孩呢？ When am I going to meet this girl?
不知道呢，別把家給燒沒了 I don't know. Try not to burn the house down.
好了，小心開車 Yeah, drive careful.
好的 I will.
他們到幾壘了？ How serious is this thing?
你說都OOXX了算幾壘 Uh, they're having sex.
什麼？你怎麼知道了？ What? How do you know?
碉堡了，加油拉斯蒂！ Yeah. Wow, go Rusty!
她的經驗可豐富多了 She has more experience than him.
廢話，誰都能秒殺小處 Yeah, well, who doesn't?
他看起來可真高興 He seems really happy.
這屋子裏的某人也是 At least someone in this house is.
我臉上有皺紋嗎？ Do you see a frown on my face?
您佬今日可是格外開朗 You do seem unusually chipper today.
你開始不安於現狀了？ Have you discovered anti-depressants?
不是不是，我只是讓自己的人生開始進擊了 Actually, no. I'm just moving on with my life.
我跟你媽的事都結束了 I'm done with the whole thing with your mom,
現在我要往前看了 and I'm moving forward.
真的假的？ Seriously?
在新年分勝負 New Year's resolution.
- 看起來如何？ - 進擊 - How about that? - Moving on.
爸爸？ 咋樣 Dad? Yeah.
來抱一個！ That's huge!
- 這太… - 靠，麵粉熊抱 - That's so... - Oh, flour hug.
不不不！ No, no, no!
別弄到我的白衣服上 Not on my white shirt.
驚喜！ Ta-da!
我想你已經把我的聖誕禮物給我了 I thought you already gave me my Christmas present.
閉上嘴巴拆禮物吧，快點 Shut up and open it. Come on.
好了，開拆 All right, here we go.
這可不單單是片CD This isn't just a CD.
- 不然是什麼？ - 當然 - It isn't? - No.
這是我的靈魂地圖 It's a roadmap to my soul.
就像你會給我一本我最愛的書一樣 It's like if you gave me a favorite book.
對頭，接著說 Yeah, speaking of that.
驚喜 Boom.
老天爺 Oh, my gosh.
哇，這是我這輩子見過的最大本的書 Wow, this is the biggest book I've ever seen.
這看起來是挺誇張的 I know it looks formidable,
但老實講，這將成為 but honestly, it's going to be, like,
你這輩子會舒適的閱讀經歷之一 one of the most satisfying reading experiences of your life.
是恐怖小說不？ Is it scary?
是的，但又不止是恐怖小說 Yeah, sure, but it's not just a scary book.
有點像《莫比·迪克》的風格，這書包羅萬象 It's like Moby Dick. It's about everything.
你會沉迷其中不可自拔的 You're going to be so wrapped up in it,
- 到了結尾你會潸然淚下 - 你哭過了 - you're going to be crying at the end of it. - You cried.
噢，你也會哭的，懂了？ Oh, you'll cry, too, okay?
我應該哭過吧 I might have cried.
你為書沉迷的樣子真可愛 You're really cute when you get worked up about books.
那你能沉迷我下嗎？ Do I have you worked up about me?
- 當然 - 太好了 - Yeah. - Good.
因為我現在就要你了 Because I've got to have you right now.
你父母呢？他們不會進來嗎？ What about your parents? Won't they come in?
他們不會進來的 They don't come in here.
- 你確定？ - 我當然確定，過來 - Are you sure? - I'm sure. Come here.
你的聖誕過得好嗎？ How was your Christmas?
很好 It was good.
- 和家人一起，你懂得，吵吵鬧鬧 - 是啊 - Filled with family. You know, loud. - Yeah.
那麼你還沒提起過我的書吧 So you haven't mentioned my book.
是的，呃… Yeah, um...
你不喜歡那書？ So you didn't like it?
不不，不是這樣的 No, no, that's not it.
我太喜歡它了 I liked it a lot.
這書寫得無與倫比的好 It's incredibly well written.
文字表達得充滿生機，活靈活現的 The characters are vibrant and alive.
但是？ But?
我是說，我知道你是有點憤世嫉俗 I mean, I knew you were cynical,
但這真的就是你對愛和婚姻的態度嗎？ but is that really how you feel about love and marriage?
我真不知道，有時是這樣吧 I don't know. Sometimes.
噢，謝謝 Oh, thank you.
書裏的事有多少真發生過？ How much of that really happened?
沒有100也有99了 I made most of it up.
我沒怎麼受我父母離婚的影響 I didn't draw that much from my parents' divorce,
其他的也頂多就是像小女孩 other than the little girl seeing her mother
撞到她媽媽和別的男人在沙灘上愛愛 having sex with the man on the beach.
- 我了個去，真有這事？ - 真的 - Holy shit, that really happened? - Yeah.
但是，我那時不算是小女孩了，已經上了高中了 I mean, I wasn't a little girl. I was in high school.
我爸媽辦了個派對，我爬上了房頂 My parents were having a party, and I was up on the roof.
那時挺晚的了 It was late, and my mom
我媽媽搖搖晃晃的和馬丁到了屋子後頭 came staggering out of the back of the house with Martin.
然後她就撲倒了他 And she was all over him.
我還記得馬丁那時侯說 And I remember Martin saying,
「比爾怎麼辦？被他撞見了要咋辦？」 "What about Bill? What if Bill sees?"
然後我媽媽回答 And my mom replying,
「我才不在乎呢」 "I don't care."
嘿，阿盧？ Hey, Lou?
你讓我覺得自己不那麼憤世嫉俗了 You make me feel less cynical.
輪到我了？到我了 那麼… My turn? My turn. Uh...
最喜歡的電視節目 Favorite TV show.
- 《美妙的一年》 - 噢，那不錯，很好看 - The Wonder Years. - Oh, all right. that's nice.
我還迷念著維尼·庫伯呢 I'm still in love with Winnie Cooper.
那好，最喜歡的歌 Okay, favorite song.
披頭士，「Polythene Pam.」 Beatles. "Polythene Pam."
- 有品位 - 謝謝 那你的呢？ - Great choice. - Thank you. Yours?
「Between the Bars」，艾利亞特·史密斯的歌 "Between the Bars" by Elliot Smith.
放給我聽聽 Play it for me.
我還真有呢 I actually do have it here.
你真走運 You're in luck.
但是現在…現在真不適合… Although this is... This is really no way to...
- 聽這歌呢 - 儘管放 - to hear a song. - Just play it.
你要一直閉著眼睛 Will you at least close your eyes,
因為你必須要遮住其他不相干的事物 because you got to block out all this other stuff.
- 這真讓人分心 - 好了，你真好玩 - It's really distracting. - Okay. You're funny.
# 乾杯寶貝，今夜無眠 # # Drink up baby, Stay up all night #
# 無力的拒絕，終將走向沉溺 # # With the things you could do You won '1 bu! you might #
# 幾度掙扎，永遠徒勞 # # The potential you'll be That you'll never see #
# 惟有次次立誓 # # The promises You'll only make #
# 來吧，與我共醉 # # Drink up with me now #
# 去忘掉生的苦 # # And forge! all about The pressure of days #
# 臣服於我，你會好的 # # Do what I say And I'll make you okay #
# 揮之不去的夢魘 # # And drive them away #
我現在覺得好害怕 I'm so scared right now.
# 統統，由我遣散 # # The images stuck In your head #
我知道，知道 I know. I know.
# 避之不及的 # # The people You've been before #
# 推推搡搡，將你煩擾 # # That you don't want Around anymore #
我不想受傷害 I don't want to get hurt.
我不會傷害你的 I'm not going to hurt you.
# 安靜，我來還你 # # I'll keep them still #
# 乾杯寶貝，看滿天星辰 # # Drink up baby, Look at the stars #
# 鐵窗之間，將你輕吻 # # I'll kiss you again Between the bars #
# 相約之所，你歡欣雀躍 # # Where I'm seeing you there With your hands in the air #
# 甘願最終淪落 # # Waiting to finally Be caught #
# 避之不及的 # # The people You've been before #
- # 舊日朋友 # - 來吧！ - # That you don't want Around anymore # - Come on!
# 推推搡搡，將你煩擾 # # That push and shove And won't bend to your will #
# 安靜，我來還你 # # I'll keep them still #
這是你想PO上去的照片嗎？ And that's the picture that you want to have up there?
我來另外挑個，很快的 I'm going to trump that though, real quick,
因為你長得就像個連環殺手那樣 because you look like a serial killer.
還是選另外這個吧 Let's take another one.
先給你看看預覽圖 Let me show you a test picture.
你學著點該怎麼弄，好嗎？ Let me show you how it's done, okay?
如果我有上這個網站的話，我會說 If I were on this website, I'd say,
「噢，我真想和你約個會，好嗎？」 "Oh, I'd love to go on a date with you. Yeah?
你真花錢買了這貨？ Did you actually pay for that?
- 不好嗎？ - 廢話 - No? - No.
我能問你些問題嗎？ Can I ask you a serious question?
你是色盲？ Are you color blind?
我干，不行 Fuck, no.
說真的，你真的不行…不行 Professional. You do not... no.
知道為什麼嗎？ You know what?
你看起來真不適合派對，我想… You do not look ready to party. I think...
讓我先看一看 Let me just take a look.
你頭殼壞去啊？ Are you being serious with this?
我們這不是墨西哥呢 We're not in Cancun.
呃，不 Eh, no.
這是我最喜歡的襯衫 That's my favorite shirt.
別再穿了 Don't ever do it.
- 好了，不錯 - 不錯吧？ - Okay, good. - Right?
快過來換上 Come get in this right now.
開始吧 Let's do it.
看吧，看吧 Hubba, hubba.
- 你早就買了這身衣服了？ - 是的 - Have you had this the whole time? - Yeah.
那為什麼…你真令人沮喪 Why on Earth... you are endlessly frustrating.
噢，我真想搞你的這身行頭 Oh, I would definitely fuck you in this outfit.
- 感覺如何？ - 很好 - How do you feel? - Good.
噢，行了嗎？ Oh, right?
好了，走吧 Okay, come on.
嗨，媽媽！ Hey, Mom!
你到了 You made it.
- 我是凱特 - 我叫艾瑞卡 - I'm Kate. - I'm Erica.
很高興見到你 Nice to meet you.
嗨，需要我幫忙嗎？ Hey, can I help you find something?
我在找阿司匹林，我頭痛 I was looking for some aspirin. I have a headache.
應該在那邊 Oh, should be in there.
找到了，謝謝 I got it. Thank you.
威廉 William.
很高興再見到你，你過得怎樣？ It's so good to see you again. How are you?
很高興再見到你，萊斯利 Great to see you, too, Leslie.
這是我的兒子，拉斯蒂… This is my son, Rusty...
- 這是她的女朋友，凱特 - 你好 - And his girlfriend, Kate. - Hello.
很高興見到你 Nice to meet you.
你為薩曼塔所做的一切真好，真的 This was so nice of you to do this for Samantha, really.
實在是很了不起 This is great.
我也會為你這麼做的 I'd have done the same thing for you
- 如果那時你出版《西裝猴子》我有空的話 - 好的，那麼… - if you'd published Suit Monkeys under my watch. - Yeah, well...
我想讓你見見你的女兒，薩曼塔·伯根斯 I would like you to meet your daughter, Samantha Borgens.
你可能認為你之前就見過薩曼塔了 You might think you've met Samantha before,
但現在的薩曼塔剛剛收到了出版社週末的重點書評 but this Samantha just received a starred review from Publisher's Weekly.
她的人生恍如初生 And life will never be the same again.
- 嗨，爸爸 - 恭喜你呢 - Hi, Dad. - Congratulations.
太謝謝了 Thank you so much.
這是我的男朋友，阿盧 And this is my boyfriend, Lou.
- 很高興見到你 - 真高興終於見到你本尊了 - Nice to meet you. - Very nice to finally meet you, yeah.
墨菲先生是個很有才華的作家 Mr. Murphy is a talented writer as well.
- 他有如我的派翠西亞·海史密斯一般 - 是這樣啊 - He's my Patricia Highsmith. - I don't know.
薩曼塔，我能借你爸爸一用不？ Samantha, can I steal your father for a little bit?
這裏有很多年輕的作家 There's so many young writers around here
他們都搶著想跟他見一面呢 who are just dying to meet him.
他是你的人了 He's all yours.
快點，快點，過來 Come on. Come on. Come on.
- 嗨，老姐，恭喜你 - 謝謝你能來 - Hey, Sis. Congratulations. - Thank you so much for coming.
真高興終於能和你見面 It's so nice to finally meet you.
薩姆跟我說你是史蒂芬·金的超級粉絲 Sam tells me you're a huge Stephen King fan.
我是他的宇宙級粉絲才對 I'm like the biggest Stephen King fan in the world.
我太喜歡《末日逼近》了，那是我的最愛 I love The Sand. It's my favorite one.
什麼？從什麼時候開始的呢？ What? Since when?
你指的是？ What do you mean?
誰不愛史蒂芬·金呢？ Who doesn't like Stephen King?
她就不喜歡史蒂芬·金 She doesn't like Stephen King.
- 我不… - 別理他們 - I don't not... - let's leave them.
- 我們走… - 她稱自己是小說家 - Let's get... - She calls herself a novelist.
你們繼續鬧騰，我們走了 You guys continue this. We're going to go.
- 妹紙們 - 是 - Girls. - Yeah.
兩份香檳 Two champagnes, please.
她幾歲了？ How old is she?
21歲 21.
18歲我都不信了 I wouldn't believe you if you told me she was 18
還21呢 much less 21.
你幾歲了呢？ How old are you?
這是我的派對 This is my party.
別活靈活現的像賤貨一樣，沒人會找你談天的 Stop acting like a pussy. Nobody's going to tell on you.
而且我還真考慮要不要炒了你呢 And I haven't even told you about the big tip I'm going to leave you.
據我所知，這些都是你自己買單的 As far as I know, you ordered these drinks for yourself.
但我從沒見過她 I didn't even see her here.
這是您點的酒，女士，請享用 And here's the drinks you ordered, Miss. Enjoy.
好的… I will...
謝謝 Thank you.
薩曼塔！ Samantha!
噢，真抱歉… Oh, sorry...
- 別擔心，今晚是屬於你的 - 開心點吧 - Don't worry about it. It's your night. - Go have fun.
女士們先生們，請安靜，集中到這邊來下 Ladies and gentlemen, could I have your kind attention, please.
如果你想到前頭來的話就過來吧 You may come forward if you wish.
這些年來我一直想讓威廉·博根斯 I have been trying to get William Borgens up here
到我的班上來講課 to speak to my class for years.
他從沒拒絕過我，但也從沒答應過我 He's never said no, but he's never said yes, either.
今晚，我手握他的一個把柄 Tonight, I have him at a certain disadvantage.
現在這裏就是我的班級了，比爾 My entire class is here, Bill.
現在我想要你上來講些事 And I insist you come up here and say a few words.
女士們先生們，有請博根斯先生 Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. Borgens.
尊敬的教授，儘管你看起來光鮮靚麗 Your professor, while a very nice man,
但也只是個卑鄙的賤人 is a sneaky son of a bitch.
萊斯利從沒能讓我來這裏 The reason Leslie could never get me up here
講授寫作心得的原因 to talk about the process of writing
就是我一直都不知道我有什麼能跟你們分享的 is I'm not sure I have much to say about it that could benefit you.
我本身都還是迷迷茫茫的呢 I still find it all very mysterious,
儘管離我寫的第一本都這麼多年了 years after I wrote my first book.
而且我也不清楚是什麼讓一個人 And I'm not sure what it is that compels a person
能堅持去進行他們所信的事 to continue to play make believe
即使是在他們成年之後 even after they're an adult.
我最喜歡的書是雷蒙德·卡夫的一本短篇故事集 My favorite book is a collection of short stories by Raymond Carver
叫做《我們是怎麼談論愛的》 called What We Talk About When We Talk About Love.
在標題故事的末段上，卡夫說… And in the closing lines of the title story, Carver says...
「我能聽到我的心跳聲」 "I could hear my heart beating.
「我能聽到每個人的心跳聲」 "I could hear everyone's heart.
「我能聽到人們坐著時發出的噪音」 "I could hear the human noise we sat there making.
「我們沒人動過」 "Not one of us moved.
「即使是在房間燈光黯淡時」 "Not even when the room went dark."
我想這就是寫作了 And I think that that's what writing is.
就是傾聽心跳聲 It's listening for that beating heart,
當然我們聽著的時候 and when we hear it,
我們的工作就是盡我們所能的去描述它 it's our job to decipher it to the best of our abilities.
我在此是因為我女兒薩曼塔的書要出版了 I'm here because my daughter Samantha's book is being published
現在你們還並不知情 in case you haven't heard.
但這是她成功的心跳 This is her success.
我愛你，爸爸 I love you, Dad.
我也愛你 I love you, too.
我能坐這嗎？ This seat taken?
路易斯叫我來的 Louis invited me.
很好，這可是有一定風險的 Well, that was a calculated risk.
你到這多久了？ How long you been here?
我已經在我的車裏等了一個小時了 I was waiting in my car for about an hour
為的是鼓起進來這裏的勇氣 trying to build up the courage to come in.
這就是她19歲的樣子 So that's what 19 looks like.
- 她已經長大成人了 - 不 - She's all grown up now. - No.
她還是個孩子呢 She's still just a baby.
你要去跟她談談嗎？ You going to talk to her?
不知道呢 I don't know.
我很怕 I'm scared.
對啊，她真嚇人 Yeah, she's scary.
她是我的畢生所有 She's all I've done with my life,
但她卻不想見到我 and she doesn't want me.
嘿… Hey...
你需要一些勇氣嗎？ you want some courage?
免費的 Free of charge.
好的，當然 Yes, please.
你最喜歡的書… Your favorite book...
約翰·契夫的《蘋果世界》 John Cheever's The World of Apples.
我給你拿了本親筆簽名的首版 I got you that signed first edition.
這是你最喜歡的書，是吧？ That's your favorite book, right?
- 呃，對，我真的很喜歡 - 噢，上帝 - Um, well, I really liked it. - Oh, Jesus.
我還跟你聊過該怎麼讀呢 I even told you what to read.
有時候是 Sometimes.
對不起 I'm sorry.
總之，她從我的書架上拿走了那書 Anyway, she swiped it from my library.
真的？ She did?
是的 Yeah.
只有她會這麼做 It could only have been her.
她知道這是你最喜歡的書 She thought that it was your favorite book.
這是我告訴她的 That's what I had told her, and...
我想她希望能多瞭解點你 I think she was hoping to find some piece of you in it.
去跟你女兒說幾句 Go talk to your daughter.
上 Yeah.
你能幫我簽個名嗎？ Would you sign this for me?
呃，你叫什麼名字？ Uh, what's your name?
- 薩姆，我可不想惹什麼事 - 好嗎？我… - Sam, I don't want to cause a scene. - Really? I...
順便說下，我叫路易斯 I'm Louis, by the way.
我們在電話上聊過吧 I believe we met over the phone.
很高興見到你 Nice to meet you.
我也很高興見到你 Nice to meet you, too.
好的，名字？ Yeah. Name?
- 別這樣，薩姆，不要這樣 - 沒事的，路易斯 - Come on, Sam, don't do this. - It's okay, Louis.
沒名字，也沒問題 No name, no problem.
看來我們只能簽個簽名 Guess we'll go with a signature
- 沒什麼其他的話語了 - 薩姆 - and no personalized note. - Sam.
我只想跟你說… I just wanted to tell you that...
我愛你 I love you.
我太愛你了 I love you so much.
我以你為榮 I'm so proud of you.
謝謝 Thank you.
希望你喜歡它 Hope you enjoy it.
凱特？凱特？ Kate? Kate?
不，只有我而已 No, it's just me.
媽媽，我不知道你有過來 Mom, I didn't know you were coming.
你還好嗎？ You Okay?
你在找凱特？ You looking for Kate?
是的，我正在四處找她呢 Yeah, I've been looking everywhere for her.
我找不著她 I can't find her.
你很擔心嗎？ Are you worried?
當然 Yeah.
我去那屋子裏看看 I'm going to go check in the house.
你們有誰看到凱特了嗎？我在到處找她呢 Okay, have you guys seen Kate? I've been looking for her everywhere.
我找不著她了，我快瘋了 I can't find her. I'm freaking out.
對了，我最後次見到她的時候，我們在吧檯那 Yeah, the last time I saw her, we were at the bar.
我給她拿了杯香檳，但那已經是好久前了 I got her a champagne, but that was ages ago.
你什麼？你給她杯香檳？ You what? You got her champagne?
- 她還不夠歲數呢 - 這不是重點 - She's underage. - It's no big deal.
不，這就是重點，好嗎 No, it is a big deal, okay,
因為她有過段黑歷史，還有毒癮呢 because she has a history and she has a drug problem,
她不能喝酒的 so she can't drink.
她有毒癮？ She has a drug problem?
她有毒癮 She had a drug problem.
- 快跟我來 - 她有毒癮 - Come with me. - She has a drug problem.
你有給那個女孩更多的酒嗎？ Did you give that girl another one?
什麼女孩？ What girl?
她說她是為你點的 She said they were for you.
你有看到她去哪了嗎？你有看到她嗎？ Did you see where she went? Have you seen her?
不知道呢，她跟一些人一起走的 I don't know. She left with some guy.
- 天啊 - 冷靜點 - Jesus. - Calm down.
我才冷靜不下來呢，她才16歲而且她玩脫了 I don't want to calm down. She's 16 and she's fucked up.
別想得太糟，我們會找到她的，一定會的 Take it' easy. We'll find her, okay.
你有看過那個人的身份證嗎？ Did you look at the guy's ID?
你還記得他的名字嗎？ Do you remember his name?
我看了出生日期，但沒名字 I look at dates, not names.
她和嚘斯一起走的 She left with Gus.
那個王八蛋嚘斯是誰？ Who the fuck is Gus?
我很抱歉，對不起，可以了吧？ I'm sorry. I'm sorry, all right?
可以你個頭啊 You had no right.
我真不認為你的媽媽 I didn't think that your Mom
會想錯你的這個最重要的夜晚 wanted to miss the most important night in your life.
現在不是說這個的時候 We are not having this conversation right now,
別再跟著我了 and just stop following me.
你就不能閉嘴嗎？給我閉嘴！ Would you just shut up? Just shut up!
我等會兒會給你電話的，別無視我就行 I'll call you later. Just please answer.
老天，爸爸，這不是什麼家庭旅行 Jesus, Dad, this isn't a family vacation.
嘿，給我閉嘴，進車裏去，你就像孩子一個樣 Hey, shut up, get in the car. You're acting like a child.
快點，夥計們 Come on, guys.
608號 It's number 608.
就在那邊 There it is right there.
你們在這等著 You guys wait here.
不，爸爸，我要下車 No, Dad, I'm getting out.
薩曼塔，你看住他 Samantha, you restrain him.
- 別放他從車裏出來 - 我要出來 - Don't let him out of the car. - I'm getting out.
待在車裏，拉斯蒂 Stay in the car, Rusty.
快他媽待在車裏！ Get back in the fucking car!
G，是G號 G. Unit G.
是誰？ Who is it?
凱特在嗎？ Is Kate there?
你是誰？ Who wants to know?
她還未成年，王八蛋，她還未成年 She's a minor, asshole. She's a minor.
- 好吧，她在哪？ - 在臥室裏 - Okay, where is she? - In the bedroom.
比爾… Bill...
幫我，她醒不來的 Help me. She won't wake up.
老天，你給了她什麼？ Jesus, what did you give her?
- 她只是喝掛了 - 你他媽騙子！ - She was drunk - Fucking liar!
我去！我們燒了湯匙嗨了下，就這樣 Oh, fuck! We did a little coke. That was it.
她會沒事的，我抱著她了 She'll be fine. I got her.
你死定了，她快不行了 You're expelled. She's just passed out.
- 如果她有個三長兩短你就完了 - 你不能這麼搞我 - You'll be lucky if that's all that happens. - You can't do that.
她還好嗎？有沒有什麼事？ Is she all right? Is she okay?
進車去 Get in the car.
你有她父母的電話嗎？ Do you have her parents' number?
有的，我的電話在哪？ Yeah, where's my phone?
- 好的 - 發生什麼事了？ - Okay. - What's going on?
- 路易斯怎樣了？ - 誰是路易絲？ - How's Louis? - Who's Louis?
你怎麼不去那邊看看你弟弟起床沒？ Why don't you see if your brother is up yet?
你跟沃爾科特夫人說話的時候不必支開我 You don't need to send me away to talk to Mrs. Wolcott.
我知道你們兩個搞在一起了 I know you two are sleeping together.
你知道個屁 You don't know shit.
我知道你搞了特裏西亞·沃爾科特 I know you fuck Tricia Wolcott.
嘿… 去把你弟弟叫起來 Hey... go wake up your brother.
拉斯蒂，起來 Rusty, wake up.
拉斯蒂？ Rusty?
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
親愛的拉斯蒂，我想你大概不會想再見到我了 Dear Rusty, I know you probably never want' to see me again.
我對你做了件這麼壞的事 I did a terrible thing to you.
我爸爸跟我說你打來問我的情況 My Dad fold me you called to see how I was.
他也肯定告訴了你，我正在康復治療中 As I'm sure he fold you, I'm in rehab.
除了傷害你之外，我最錯的就是 My biggest mistake other than hurting you
以為你可以拯救我 was thinking you could fix me.
但只有我可以拯救自己 Only I can fix me.
我希望自己可以成為一個能配得上你的人 I'd like to become a person who actually deserves to be with someone like you.
我不知道這將花費多少時間 I don't know how long that will fake,
但我希望在那天到來之際你能伴我左右 but I hope you're around when if happens.
最後，我真的很抱歉 In the meantime, just know I'm truly sorry
給你帶來的一切麻煩 for everything I put you through.
愛你的，凱特 Love, Kate.
哦，另外，對於那本書你說對了 Oh, P.S. You were right about that book.
在結尾我哭了，太牛x了 I cried at the end. Big time.
我知道在未來的數月裏… I know it's been a rough couple months...
你會借酒澆愁… but you coming home drunk...
又或者是借毒… or stoned...
會夜夜如此嗎？你現在都已經跟人扭打了 every night? Now you've been in a fight?
去年秋天所發生的事正產生效應 It was payback for something that happened last fall.
我不在乎 I don't care.
我知道這是你的第一次 I know it's your first heartbreak.
一定痛徹心扉 I know it hurts.
沒什麼比初戀更痛的 Nothing hurts like the first one,
但這樣你也有更新素材能投入工作中了 but you've got to channel this into your work.
試著寫點東西出來吧 Make something positive out of it.
當媽媽離開你的時候你也這麼做的？ Is that what you did when Mom left?
什麼？ What?
當媽媽離開你的時候你是怎麼做的？你把這事… Is that what you did when Mom left? You turned it...
你已經長大了 You're grounded.
你在耍我啊？ You kidding me, Dad?
你冷靜點好嗎？你不可以操控我的 Would you just chill out? You can't ground me.
是是，但我就是這麼做了，好嗎？ Yeah, I just did, okay?
我就是這麼幹了 I just did.
你曾經告訴過我… You're the one who told me...
不投稿，就食屎 No journal, nothing.
也是你叫我要走出去多積累些人生經驗的 You're the one who told me to go out and get experiences.
但你不可以逼我寫作，爸爸 You can't make me write, Dad.
我沒有逼你！你是個作家，你必須自己逼自己寫作 I don't have to! You're a writer. You'll do it yourself.
當你還小的時候 When you were little, you used to run down
你經常在漲潮時 to the edge of the water like that
像這樣跳進水裏 when the tide was pulling out.
但每次當潮來的時候你都會轉過身來哭喊… And you would turn around screaming when it came...
我要讓大海捲走我，爸爸！ I'm letting the ocean get me, Daddy!
我要大海吞噬我！ I'm letting the ocean get me!
你媽媽從前看到的時候都像鯊魚一樣 Your mom used to watch you like a hawk.
衝向你把你扔上岸 She was terrified that the ocean was going to grab you
她太怕海浪把你捲走了 and pull you out to sea.
我們現在為什麼談論她？ Why are we talking about her?
我們在這裏幹嘛來著？ What are we doing down here?
你媽媽愛著你 Your mom loves you.
她從沒傷害過你 She never did anything to you.
這沒意思，我知道你會怎麼說的 It's pointless. I know what you're going to say.
不，你不懂 No, you don't.
她對我所做的那些事 Those things she did to me,
那些你一直糾結在她身上的事 the things you've been holding over her,
我早在多年前就對她做過了 I had already done to her years ago.
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
我愛上了某個人 I fell in love with somebody,
然後我們就私奔了，離開了這裏 and and got lost, left.
- 胡扯 - 你那時還是個小娃娃 - Bullshit. - You were just a baby,
- 你媽媽一直在等待著我 - 住嘴，爸爸 - and your mother waited for me. - Shut up, Dad.
她等了我6個月，薩曼塔 She waited six months, Samantha.
- 而當我瞭解到自己是多麼的混賬時… - 閉嘴，爸爸！ - And when I realized what a selfish shit I'd been... - Shut up, Dad!
她帶我回了家，這是真事 She took me back. It's the truth.
但你都不跟我說的啊？是真的嗎？ You couldn't tell me, Dad? Really?
是你讓我恨她的！ You just made me hate her!
她讓我承諾說，如果她跟我一樣做了這些糊塗事的話 She made me promise that if she did something as stupid as I had
她希望我也能這樣給她時間 she hoped I'd have the decency to wait for her,
所以我給了 so I am.
我應該早跟你說的，薩曼塔 I should have told you, Samantha.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
真的很對不起 I'm sorry.
她等了六個月，爸爸 She waited six months, Dad.
而你已經等了三年了 You've been waiting three years.
我想你已經遵守了承諾 I think you made good on your promise.
已經可以不必再等了 It's okay to stop waiting.
是的… 但她會回來的 Yeah... She's coming back.
你怎麼這麼確定的？ What makes you so sure?
因為她等待過 Because she waited.
你們的媽媽可是一個比我要好得多的人 And your mother is a far better person than I'll ever be.
在嗎？薩姆？ Hello? Sam?
我在 I'm here.
她死了 She's dead.
我媽媽死了 My mom is dead.
我不知道該怎麼辦了 I don't know what to do.
媽媽死了 Mom's dead.
我來了，我馬上過來 I'm coming, I'm coming.
- 你好？ - 你好？是拉斯蒂嗎？ - Hello? - Hello? ls Rusty there?
我是拉斯蒂 This is Rusty.
拉斯蒂，我是史蒂芬·金 Rusty, this is Stephen King.
還在嗎？ Hello?
呃，是的，先生，我在呢 Uh, yes, sir. I'm here.
你的姐姐寄給了我你的故事 Your sister sent me your story,
《一面之緣》 I've Just Seen a Face.
我讀了，這書太他媽棒了 I read it, and I think it's damn good.
- 我太愛它了 - 我姐姐寄給你的？ - I loved it. - My sister sent it to you?
對的，是寄給我的 Yep, I took the liberty of sending it
在《奇幻科學雜誌》 to the Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction.
他們出版我的故事有些年頭了 They've published some of my stories over the years,
我想你的故事挺適合他們的 and I though! they might be a good fit for yours.
哇哦，謝謝你，實在太感謝你了 Uh, wow, thank you. Thank you so much.
你太客氣了 You 're welcome.
我想你已經手握光明的未來了 I think you've got a bright future ahead of you.
另外，替我向你爸爸問聲好 Hey, tell your dad I said hello.
我可是《西裝猴子》的大粉絲 I'm a big fan of Suit Monkeys.
那書太經典了 It's a classic.
你要努力工作哦 Keep up the good work.
等等！金先生，別掛了 Wait! Mr. King, don't go.
我還沒掛 I'm still here.
好的，我只是想… Okay, I just want to...
我只是讓你知道，你的書對我意味著什麼 I just want to tell you how much your books mean to me,
但我不…我根本表達不出來 but I don't even... I don't even want to try.
這就像你在《軀殼》的開頭說的那樣 It's kind of like what you said in the opening of The Body.
最重要的事是最難表達的 The most important things are the hardest to say.
是的，是的 Right, right.
我真不敢相信你真的讀了我的故事 I can't believe you actually read my story
而且你還喜歡它，我真的… and you liked it. I just...
我可沒說過我喜歡它，我說的是我愛它 I didn't' say I liked it. I said I loved it.
我的老天爺，媽蛋 Oh, my God Oh, shit.
很高興跟你談話，拉斯蒂 It was great talking to you, Rusty.
好的，當然，好的，好的，我期待與你見面，史蒂芬 Okay, yeah. Okay, yeah, I'll see you, Stephen.
你這是在作死啊 You're going to kill yourself.
你知道該怎麼做嗎？ Do you know how to do that?
當然了爸爸，我正在做呢 Yeah, Dad, I'm doing it.
我們到了 We're here.
很高興見到你 Good to see you.
他們在嘲笑你的傑作 They're laughing at your work.
這不好笑 It's not funny.
這真的很有趣 It's pretty interesting.
這只是個短篇故事 It's really a short story.
不不，寫得太好了 No, no, it's great.
講的是一個有阿茲海默癥偵探 It's about a detective with Alzheimer's.
- 別瞎忽悠 - 不，是真的 - You're kidding me. - No, I'm not.
我去開，我叫了凱特來，應該是來了 I'll get it. I invited Kate. She might come.
應該很有趣的 It should be entertaining.
媽媽？ Mom?
我更想要的是你爸爸來開門 I kind of pictured your dad opening the door.
你可以關上門然後再找他來嗎？ Could you shut it and go get him?
你來這幹嘛？ What are you doing here?
我迷路了 I got a little lost.
我只是… I was just...
不知道這裏還有沒有我的一席之地 I was wondering if there's still a place for me here.
如果不行的話我也很理解 I completely understand if there isn't,
因為我真的是…每天… because I know that I really... every...
我真的配不上 I really don't deserve it.
- 沒事的 - 我很抱歉 - It's okay. - I'm so sorry.
這裏有吃的 We got food in here?
- 你下廚了？ - 對的，進來吧 - You do? - Yeah. Come on in.
拉斯蒂，你怎麼沒給你媽媽安排位置呢？ Rusty, why don't you make a place for your mom?
- 沒事，我來拿 - 謝謝 - No, I got it. - Thanks.
我來挪位置 I'll move this over.
- 好的 - 她的？ - Yeah. - Move her?
不，我來 No, here.
謝謝 Thank you.
噢，酒杯 Oh, wine glass.
謝謝 Thanks.
好的，那麼… Good, well...
我賣出了我的第一個故事 I sold my first story.
拉斯蒂，這太棒了 Rusty, that's wonderful.
太好了 That's great.
那個，這都歸功於薩姆 Uh, it was actually all Sam.
是你寫的 You wrote it.
我只是把它寄給了我能想到的那個人 I just sent it to the only person I could think of
而他很可能會喜歡它 who would actually like it.
舉杯 A toast.
敬拉斯蒂 To Rusty.
還有感恩節快樂 And Happy Thanksgiving.
感恩節快樂 Happy Thanksgiving.
我能聽到我的心跳聲 I could hear my heart beating.
我能聽到所有人的心跳聲 I could hear everyone's heart.
我能聽到人們坐著時發出的噪音 I could hear the human noise we sat there making.
我們沒人動過 Not one of us moving,
即使是在房間燈光黯淡時 not even when the room went dark.